I think I see a path forward, but I’m lost at the moment. I had a wonderful day last night until medication management issues and money issues came up at unexpected time. I’m very grateful that medication management came up, the new OCD med dose (doubled from previous) gifted me a significantly improved night of sleep – but I woke up depressed and I was not expecting that.
I’m on social security disability, so trying to “work” is very difficult. I think for now I’m just going to stream WoW once the servers come back up and try to find people to connect with there. I didn’t realize you could build a large following and simply not accept affiliation, so I can grow without risking my disability (which I require to keep a handle on my financial situation and the pressures of a recent purchase).
I have hope, I’m just depressed again and didn’t see that in my future for today.